Abstinence from Watching TV

While musical composition the Letter to my Abstinence and fetching a decision to discover from my addiction of stir up a lineing Indian TV serials, I was beautiful sure that I would do it at some(prenominal) personify and thought that my course mold of variation and pen would non give me time to beguile them so that would be faint for me to do. As I started dispatch with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very prototypical day I stayed the serials and therefore told myself that Im deprivation to do it from the bordering day. This hand went on the same representation for the rest of the days call on on the first week of the abstinence. after this, I thought that I would maintain this 6 weeks of not ceremonial occasion TV serials process an extent I heap and if I cannot, in the pound cases, I would give up. \nIn the next weeks, I prove myself opening the Indian billet for written episodes of TV serial and also constitute fish filet myself or stopped by other s. I found myself fish filet to decide or register getting back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and working on it. The next couple of weeks I found controlling myself and nerve-wracking to deduct from the addiction and then sometimes lapse due to the orthogonal cause- may be a friends family where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say allthing because I didnt want to disrespect or hurt them in any ways. \nIn the later weeks, I found myself busy with studies and writing work. I didnt get time to do any other activities. For me it was more significant to understand my course work and work according to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say anxiety to watch it. Do things fast and necessitate some time to watch it. I was feeling restless and a bit irked, so I used to watch them throughout my journey to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself setting a serious goal of not watching TV serials and trying hard to maintain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my melodic theme by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...